I remember when I started to blog, how easy it was for me to pour my heart out and open up to a bunch of complete strangers. I did that for years, than all of the sudden I just stopped. I don’t know what happened, but it was like a wall just came up.

Someone said that you have a lack of integrity if you write about all of your feelings in such an open forum as blogs for everyone to see. That if you flaunt your feelings they aren’t real. I don’t know if that’s true. I really hope not anyway.

And I don’t know if that’s what made me stop writing so openly. And I don’t know if I’m ever gonna be able to feel comfortable writing about personal stuff again.

Well to be completely honest I have been writing some pretty personal stuff, but anonymously on another blog. Exciting stuff huh. That has been pretty liberating, to be completely open and honest without the feeling of being judged.

For me it’s also easier to write in english in some ways, because it creates some sort of distance. And of course it gives me the opportunity to communicate with all of you non-swedes who visits my blog (I’m so happy that you’re here btw!).

Anyway, I’m not really sure what the meaning with this post is. Maybe that I’m tired of this wall I’ve been building around myself.

We’ll see what happens.